this is a special blue opaque full sometimes dark green and others turquoise , they say Saturn is controlling blue and Rahu turquoise. It is so soothing a colour to have such a malefic as they say influence.
Slowly what is clear is that probably the malefics are benefics in disguise and vice versa.
Why ? Seriously it does not make any sense yet the malefics give trouble to teach sobriety, detachment, responsibility and at the end surrender.
Well having no preference really at this point I see the astrology chart as a unique way of understanding the moment without judgement.
Passing by the deep water of unconscious mind playing games with math and remembering the past via the present as if life is just a dream, is it not?